
So. Things are not back to normal after all. Now I am dealing with severe anxiety after a month dealing with chronic pain. I thought that because the pain is gone, because the stent has been removed that it was all behind me. Nope. I have a habit of telling myself, “I can do this!” over and over during stressful situations and after awhile it all catches up with me and anxiety sets in and forces me to deal with the stress after the event.
My hands are shaky, I’m irritable and nervous and can’t seem to focus on anything, even my knitting. Instead of forcing myself to come up with something positive to write about on my blog I am going to take the rest of the week off and just de-stress and try to make a list of stuff to blog about when I am more myself. I hate, hate, hate making posts all about what is bugging me or things that are going wrong. I prefer something interesting or even amusing as well as informative to post so I’ll say, “See ya later alligator.”
Take care. God bless. Do wonderful, marvelous things and enjoy yourselves! Be back soon…
